Medazin's Diary

MEDAZIN'S DIARY

I've been thinking about what the Bluemah did to the Majah. Its 7/5/12. The Majah took the Bluemah Outland post and the Bluemah killed a few Majah to get it back. The Majah didn't kill a single person of the Bluemah. The Bluemah then killed Jakk. Jakk was the leader of the Majah, and so he died like the other leaders that stood against the Bluemah. That of course makes me think of my father, Kodazen. And of my mother from Roj, Azol. I shake my head in sadness because the Bluemah know not of what they do. They are so crazy to me. But I was willing to forgive it all. How you may ask? Simply this – I wish to move on. I don't want to hang on to the past. I'm tired of hating. I'm tired of battling for land and losing. It isn't worth it. I want to start an economy and live up there with the big dogs. However, the Majah are now living with us. They are going to prosper and get stronger than us. They are going to overrun us. I know this. If they don't, then they will at least try to make us help them kill the Bluemah. I can't. I won't.  I know it will happen because I've felt that hate in my heart. If I stumbled upon some tiny people with things, you bet I would take them over and use them. I would, but not anymore. I'm done fighting. The Majah must leave. If they attack us then so be it. But if they don't leave, then we will kill them in their sleep.